Thursday, July 28, 2011

I've Been a Bit Quiet this Week...

Tomorrow is the 12 month anniversary of losing my beautiful mum.
Today is the 12 month anniversary of the day when I had the opportunity to spend a night with her, caring for her, and I chose not to, because it was inconvenient. So many excuses for not staying. I want to travel back, give myself a slap, and stay.


I'm really struggling.

So, I've been a bit quiet.

Most of my energy is being put into trying to keep a smile on my face in public, and, its exhausting.

Thanks for stopping by...please keep me and my family in your thoughts and prayers, we are all having a difficult time :(

11 comments:

KRAFTY pearl said...

i'm so sorry to hear you're going through difficult times, kirsty... you and your family are in my thoughts. stay strong...

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Kerryn said...

I have been thinking of you honey. I know that you have missed your Mum each and every day of this last year but I also know that tomorrow will be especially hard. Super big cyber hugs.
xxxx

Kylie said...

kirsty...i am thinking of you...we all wish we can turn back time in one point of our lives

Lauren said...

I'll be thinking of you and your family tomorrow. It must be a very difficult time for you all. Please don't beat yourself up about not spending the time with your Mum - we can't turn back time. Big hugs to you. xx

Sweet Tea said...

Please remember all the happy times spent with your Mom, rather than the one night you missed being with her. Perhaps it was meant to be that way so you would not see her pass and only have memories of her in life. I feel things happen for a reason, and I bet your Mom would would want you to celebrate her rather than lament her passing. Just something to think about...((hugs))

Jasmine S said...

I'll make a smile for you and maybe try using that for tomorrow.
And try not to live with regret but with memories of the moments you were there for her. If we could see the future we would be perfect but what you did was something we all do at some time or another.

Leanne said...

I am thinking of you and your family...xxx

Kate said...

thinking of you and your beautiful family kirst, if you need anything just ask xox

Miss Nicky said...

Please stop beating yourself up about it sweetie. Just remember her, remember the beautiful moments and that you were blessed to have such a beautiful mother. Be strong today and just keep thinking of all the good times. We are all with you, know that! xoxoxo

Mrs Frizz said...

Memories are for ever and for ever you will cherish them ...

Don't be so rough on herself - big hugs.